Assalamualaikum guys,

Hit me up, if you are other than Affisa reading this. It means a lot to me.

I miss writing in my blog. Let me share what's happening in my life. A lot of things, I guess I couldn't tell you everything but I think I am handling everything one at a time and well, I guess?

I sometimes glad I had so many responsibilities that made me go through day by day, at least I have something that I looked up to (not looked up to, but I need/must to do in the next day) do and didn't have so many free time to do the routinely overthinking and depressive episode of lying in my bed crying don't know when everything gone wrong phase.

Alhamdulillah, still stabling my academic, physical status, emotion and spiritual. Don't get mad at a girl for trying!! Alhamdulillah, I started to do zumba sesh again, very refreshing session for me and we lurve the endorphine dolphine!

Regarding my love life, I had no one that I looked up to. My life iss sooo boring, please Allah gives me a good mann to my lifee, pleasee. Ameen. Btw, I met 'him' last week. Am I good, well? Idk seriously, I almost did something that I would regret so much, and so grateful for not doing that.... If not, I would die from embarassment. Sorry Affisa is still following her heart more than brain hahah.

Other than that, I am trying not to depend on one person too much, I don't want to be hurted anymore. I want to take care of myself, my feelings, my wellbeing. 

Till then.

Girl going to the sea port tomorrow but delaying her time to sleep. Im having bodyache due to intensive zumba sesh without warm up or cool down sesh, ambik kauu.

Pray for me in your daily duas, means a lot to me,

Affisa

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