am i happy?

my happiness lasted for a while

i want it lasted forever

i want peace and calmness

my heart filled with sorrow and anger

that i could not even express and release

they collected inside

rotting my heart

what's left is scar

that unable to be healed by anything again

everyone thought that i am okay

i am in a good state of mind

but

did they know?

how this face hiding 1001 feelings inside the body

i hate people

they are all wearing mask

no one being their true selves.