Assalamualaikum my fellow friends and readers,
It is been a long time since my last post, in September 2020 and now it is already June 2021. It is a long up and down ride for me since studying MBBS. And to add, more than a year learning online, and first year of my MBBS without practical or face to face session.
Honestly, I missed physical classes, i bet it is tiring but online classes also tiring, brb crying. Sometimes i felt i want to go back to the campus right away, sometimes, i felt grateful to be able stay with my family.
In the beginning, i felt so motivated and my life is so structured. Now, i just surviving.. i felt demotivated, I don’t want to do anything, brb crying part 2.
I dont feel any eagerness, or anticipating the classes. I know it is bad, but I don’t know how to make myself to be excited again. May Allah show us the true path.
Just some ranting. I hope I can remind myself to keep updating my blog. So I can refer to it one day.. although it feel shameful to read it later.
From myself
09062021
2152hrs
Affisa Emalin
Hoping for warm wishes and prayers
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