Salam

I just have some these wandering in my mind. Do you been haunted by your past? I do, until now. What haunted me? Let it be a secret for my own sake. He he. Hmm. I bet it is not easy to get out of it and try to move on, have a new life. I am surviving and trying my best not to get along with the memories. I want to have a happy life as well.

Why should I care somebody who doesnt even care about me? right. I do have war *mentally in myself everytime. But the memories keep poppin up like where it come from. Hoping for better life in the future. Hope I can survive this and mark my journey to the highest level that I could.

I know maybe there are people who belittle me. But, I know what I am doing. I keep going strong for my own sake, for my future, for my family. I have no shame to make my family happy and proud of me. I want to help them and me as well.

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