Ramadan Kareem

Assalamualaikum and Ramadan Kareem everyone, is there anyone reading my blog? hahah if you still reading this, please comment below so I can know hihik 😉😊😊

As everyone know, whole wide world infected by Covid-19, it's pandemic!! All places close, schools close, my foundation studies delayed.. what can we hope for, just hoping everything will be back to normal as soon as possible. Aamin ya rabbal alamin. 

My medic foundation studies just stopped until 2nd sem and half of sem 3. So, another half of sem 3 will be continued in june till end of july. Pray for me please, I just wish that I can maintain my pointer, CGPA... to enter the kulliyyah. and my iv to enter the kulliyyah will be on the first week of june.

So far so good... During this MCO from 18 Mac to now, I'm just blessed to have the time to spend with my family, contribute to them, learning life skills... "Blessing in disguise", people said. Yeh, if not, I will spend my Ramadan in CFS Gambang,  I cannot break the fast with my family.... the time period is very short to go back home if there is no "mr.chovid".. hahah

My planning is to write some beneficial posts for my blog during this period or make videos for my youtube channel, do you know i do have youtube channel? haha... hehehe, for my  juniors reference or anyone... If you have ideas, please comment! 

Whatever it is, hopefully everything will go back to normal and we can run our livess back!! Aamin..

Today is already 28 Ramadan 1441H, I would like to wish you Happy Eid Fitr in advance 💕💖💖

xoxo,

Affisa Emalin

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Salam

I just have some these wandering in my mind. Do you been haunted by your past? I do, until now. What haunted me? Let it be a secret for my own sake. He he. Hmm. I bet it is not easy to get out of it and try to move on, have a new life. I am surviving and trying my best not to get along with the memories. I want to have a happy life as well.

Why should I care somebody who doesnt even care about me? right. I do have war *mentally in myself everytime. But the memories keep poppin up like where it come from. Hoping for better life in the future. Hope I can survive this and mark my journey to the highest level that I could.

I know maybe there are people who belittle me. But, I know what I am doing. I keep going strong for my own sake, for my future, for my family. I have no shame to make my family happy and proud of me. I want to help them and me as well.

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Just a thought

Sometimes, I do think what will happen to me in the future. Will I make it? Do I will have a good career that I enjoy and love doing it? Do I will have good career path to reach the highest level that I could? Do I will meet good man and make a good wife as well as mom? Will I ever get to repay my parents kindness?

I do have a lot of thingss in my mind. I am just too curious. The hectic life some kind of forcing me to get out of the current life and make me finding my past or questioning about my future. This some what keep sucking my brain and my life.

Just sharing a thought. Do you ever think about this? My physical and mental are both tired as hell. Help me.

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