I never admitted that I am a people pleaser. I really dont know how to say no when someone give me work. 

I guess just realizing it now. After I'm being used.

Hard memories is memorable than good ones?

Jiwa yang bersedih

Untuk orang-orang yang sudah berusaha namun gagal, orang-orang yang bersuara namun tak didengar, untuk orang-orang yang harus tersenyum padahal jiwanya menangis

Thank you Ghea. This song brings comfort to my broken souls. In the process of mending my soul, be kinder with myself.

It is okay, Affisa. You will shine as always. Don't be hard on yourself, because the world itself is already hard on us.

xoxo,

let's be kinder and wiser,

NAE

Trying to be sane

 Salam guys,

The aim now is not to live anymore.

The aim is to maintain my sanity and survive day to day basis.

I don't know my goal in life anymore. Old days, I am clear with my goals and intention. But now, I don't know anymore. Just trying to do best in whatever I need to do in my life.

Never know how to say no.

Never know how to control my feelings.

Never know how to fight my urge to stay in bed all day long.

I must try to know how. I must study. I must forget him. I must be happy with my life. I must be grateful with my life. 

I must live.

Trying hard tho,

xoxo,

NAE