hehe i finished my first pro with flying colors!

 hahah baru nak postttt, noob

hi iam Affisa

 Assalamualaikum,

I am Affisa

I am emotional. Sometimes I can be rational but mostly not. I love to follow my heart.

I am intelligent but most of the time, I can't think even the simplest thing. Most people would think I dumb.

I can think/talk about complicated matters but I couldn't manage to think about the simplest think.

I can be the leader but most of the time, I couldn't even lead myself.

This week has been tough on me. I did my best to juggle everything with me being sick and try to communicate with Drs and friends in the best manner I could. but.. the life is full of unpredictable test.

I cried for days, just like having my heart broke by someone. and my heart broke by people. 

I hate men. and people who did this to me.

I couldn't wake up from my bed. I couldn't do anything. alhamdulillah today, i woke up and took care of myself. life must goes on. you need to stand, fight for yourself. no one could make you. you must do it yourself. you must love yourself. no one love you as much as you love yourself and no one would care, understand you as much you, yourself.

But i hope in a one fine day, Allah can send me a one fine decent guy that can take care of me. Amin.

i m starting my ong posting soon. dah year 3 anak ni. You'll be fine, Affisa.

Affisa

2052hrs

kuantan, pahang