Assalamualaikum,
y2b3 has been a very exciting, very tough block for me....
it tested me emotionally, physically, spiritually...
Y2B3 was very exciting at first with all the programs, IBG, PRIME, Ramadan..
I don't know where to start but bear with me okay?
I started my Y2B3 freshly hehe after spent my break to the fullest, hike for 3 consecutive days at different hills, spending time with my family and my family sent me to Pahang. Unfortunately, my family was positive for covid in my first week after sending me here. I did have sore throat but was tested negative. Few of my friends also were positive at that time.
In week 2, it was very exciting week, we had OGTT practical and I tried to use pricker hahaha the lancet and tested for my insulin tolerance. I am a healthy lads! Alhamdulillah. Harisya edited video of us here:
Just look how happy I am. I am happy!
I also had fun practical histology session with Harisya and Syu this block... I would like to show my heartful gratitude for this two. I felt excited to go to the class with them. Thank you Allah for blessing with good friends. Nikmat mana yang kau dustakan...
During my week 2 and week 3 hehehe, I did my best to juggle between studies and petanque. I go out from my comfort zone and determined to join at least one sport. I never played petanque but I tried. It is a fun game but it need some skills. The days that I came to sportcom to practice, some are good days, and some are bad days- in term of practicing and I remembered during that week, I am finishing my puasa ganti as well. It truly tiring week for me, I am physically exhausted plus I prefer to like bend down during playing petanque and It cause knee strain to me and I had knee pain for weeks, gengs!! But afterall it is a good experience for me and the team.
During Ibg, i played MLBB too (walaupun noob ahhaha). I won one game hahah okay la kan..playing as support but it was so toxic while playing and handling- helping Dayah to set up live and the proctoring gmeet. So starting that week, it was a rollercoaster for me. Setting up the live was hard enough but the scolding harder.
On tuesday night, i played petanque, my hope was I will do my best and I hope I don't screwed up the team. Actually my performance was the best among my practice days, that night. Ngl. Alhamdulillah, we won with Vanadic sr, Erudite sr and able to enter final!!! Goodjob Affisa!
We were leading first competing with Misykat br. and I did throw many goodshots that night, Bravo affisa.. and a lot of people were spectating (emoji with star eyes hehee) and Alhamdulillah we won silver (Misykat won). but i was determined to join next year, may Allah ease and I will try my best to enter final and kalahkan Misykat!!!! Go verendus go
*** I forgot to add in tuesday week 2, my friends and I decorated batch board!! we won number 1 and during ibg week it was exhausting as one of my pubpro team didn't submit batch video to compete between batch. Reminder to do our job and responsibility wholeheartedly!!! damn that boy!!
Verendus won the 3rd place overall and i believe we can achieve more next time! Congratz dear batchmates!! ♥️
Done with IBG, we had minitest right after IBG and we started to fast for blessful Ramadan. I am tired physically and emotionally. I couldn't put my best effort to study for the minitest and my result is bit lower than before but it is okay Affisa, you did great and you can try again okay! You can and you got this. I believe in you, Affisa ♥️
at the end of week 4, my roomates, few friends and I opened our fast in front of Masjid Negeri SHAS 1, it was such a beautiful moment and with beautiful scene.. We perform tarawih prayers there and slept at Shahzan Hotel and perform Subuh at masjid shas 1 too. The mosque is very beautiful and cozy.
and in week 4, my first PBL in Sasmec face to facee yeyy with Dr. Hidayah♥️. I am planning to do a vlog to sacmec heheheh I recorded few clips of my excitement and happiness. I learnt we need to appreciate the times we felt happy and the times we felt sad😙
Despite these happiness,
- I had quarrel with one of my roomates due to my fault, i was too noisy for her. i am sorry for being too noisy my roomate when she was sick and i terasa sbb i did give her something and she rejected them, and we still not talking until now but she talking with others normally.. lantaklaaa.. entahla, i did try to talk to her.. macam gitulaa
- We have a complaint form to address any issue towards mainboard and kom... and one of IDK who, make a viral message complaining about buying clinical tools and it was false accusations and one of my batchmates complaint of us the mainboard.... i am so terasa with it.. i did my very best and she/he said we didn't have any clue about everything/anything... it was a depressing week for mee... i will remember it forever..
- Harisya also have quarrel with that damn boy...
- and suddenly we have fully face to face session and i bought new ticket (later than the day i supposed to go back) and end up, dr allow us to go back if we bought the tickets.. damn.. I was so sad.. i want to go back earlier and avoid the traffic jams.. and I don't like to be the last one and left here.. Ya Allah, please give me strength to go through all of these. Dugaan yg Kau berikan sbb Kau syg padaku kan Ya Allah... permudahkan aku dan berikan aku kekuatan dari segi semangat dan fizikal.. It is very not fair to some of us...
Ya Allah, please show the truth for me and please make it easy for me.. Give me strength to move on and go on with my life... Ya Allah, i pray for you..
I think that's all that I want to share/ rant here today. indeed, this block is very menguji saya. InsyaAllah, there is hikmah is everything destined by Allah.
My dua for today and upcoming days,...
Ya Allah,
Kau ampunilah dosa- dosaku, dosa ibu bapa ku, adik- adikku, nenek atokku, kawan- kawanku, dan seluruh umat Islam seluruh dunia.
Kau bimbinglah kami ke syurgaMu, Kau tunjukkanlah kepada kami jalan yang benar dan janganlah Kau tinggalkan kami dalam kesesatan.
Kau bantulah kami dalam setiapkan langkah, keputusan, perbuatan, niat, perasaan kami..Kau tunjukkanlah jalan yang benar kepada kami dan jauhilah.
Kau berikanlah jodoh yang baik yang dapat membawa kami ke syurga, Kau kurniakan daku jodoh yang lembut dgn ku, terima daku seadanya, dapat membaiki agamaku, membahagiakan diriku dan semua org disampingku..Kau tunjukkanlah keputusan yang benar dalam hati ini untuk daku mendapatkan jodoh yang baik untuk agamaku..
Permudahkan daku dan kawankawan untuk mecapai redaMU and kurniakan kami pass dalam PROEXAM kami...
Ameen ya rabbal alamin
Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah hambamu yang kerdil dan tak berkuasa, Ya Maha Kuasa.
27042022
Kuantan Pahang
Affisa Emalin
I feel so relieved to be able to release all of these....Alhamdulillah
