What did i hope for

Such a loser affisa 

 i want to write today.

today, i had deep conversation with my bestie regarding our 'love' life, hahahaha we didnt even have boyfriend hahahah

singles who always talk the most and no action taken.

i guess it is true when the book says men are from mars and women are from venus. I will never understand man.

I guess from my own 'life' experience, i get quite particular in choosing man that can enter my life. I am sorry guys, it is needed for my sanity. 

but i guess because it is choosing someone who will get closer to me more than my parents ever will or anyone ever will and the one whom I will spend the rest of my life with.

I pray that Allah will bless me a partner to spend my whole life with and the chance for me to bear children too.. Ameen, I want to feel that happiness as well...

random emotional thoughts today.. 

brb crying

25052025, such a nice date to get married but not me huhu

Affisa 

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